Paint My Mind Black

Slave to my chain of thought
Can’t find the will to break the links
Between dreams and reality
I’m betrayed by the voice in me
It told me just one more time

The choice is mine, fear and instability
Made believe that everything’s all right
Never knew that I could fight myself
Made believe that nothings ever wrong

Never knew that I could loose to myself
Praying that I have changed feels like I have lost the war
Pain takes all my sanity
Enraged by the sick inside, can’t stop me from myself

The battles done, lost inside of me
Made believe that everything’s all right
Never knew that I could fight myself
Made believe that nothings ever wrong

Never knew that I could loose to myself
My mind is in constant battle with itself
I have lost all my feelings, I am nothing anymore
I try to pull it back; you just paint my mind black