Sabotage

Running away from your life
Can’t bear the passing of time
Like scars on your heart
To remind you of the past
You’re never living the moment
Always losing what you want
Afraid to make the same mistakes
And end up hurting like hell

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death
What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate

And you keep messing with your life
Destroying what you can’t control
You’d like to forget how to cry
You’d like to forget how to love
You’ll never be happy again
But you were not happy then
Afraid to mess with your doom
Afraid to live like a fool

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death
What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate