Disappear

They would meet out on the street.
They would find a place to eat.
She said she hands out fliers in pride of her sexuality.
I could do without her reservations for me.

But I'm okay right now.
I'll be okay for now.

She just sits alone all by herself at night.
She said, "I once said no, but now I think I might."
She just pressed her hand against her television screen.
"Can't you, just for a moment, pretend you know what I mean?"

But I'm okay right now.
I'll be okay for now.

Lost faith, lost hope,
So many times I've lost faith.
Lost time, you're right,
I'm sorry, I changed my mind.

This is not the way I meant it to appear.
You're still thinking that there just might be something more out there.

I could be aware.
I could disappear.

But I'm okay right now.
I'll be okay for now.