Survival of the Sickest

On the line, on the edge
I feel the bitterness controlling me
There’s only one way out of here

All the fear, all of this pain
It shut me down, it got the best of me
Will I make it out of here?

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
This pain is just too much to bear
I'm not okay, I'm fucking going insane
Load the gun, aim it at my head

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Can’t take one minute more
I'm not okay, I'm fucking losing my mind

Drag me down to hell and let me burn
I’ve had too much to bear, won’t live to learn
This is survival of the sickest
Dodged a fatal kiss of death, no I'm not afraid to die

So many voices, so many nights
Broke into pieces but I'm still alive
On a bed of sweat
Still it lingers, won’t go away
At any moment, and on any day
In that darkness I roam

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
This pain is just too much to bear
I'm not okay, I'm fucking going insane
Load the gun, aim it at my head

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Can’t take one minute more
I'm not okay, I'm fucking losing my mind

Drag me down to hell and let me burn
I’ve had too much to bear, won’t live to learn
This is survival of the sickest
Dodged a fatal kiss of death, but I'm not afraid to die

Yeah
Oh, yeah

I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die

I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die

Yeah
Drag me down to hell and let me burn
I’ve had too much to bear, won’t live to learn
This is survival of the sickest
Dodged a fatal kiss of death, but I'm not afraid to die

I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die, die, die

This is survival of the sickest
Dodged a fatal kiss of death
But I'm not afraid to die