IfIEverFeel

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm tired of it all
I've known terror, dizzy spells
Finding out the secret words won't tell
Whatever it is, it can't be named
There's a part of my world that's fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please, tell me please

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
And you can give me your number
When it's all over, I'll let you know
And if I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
And you can give me your number
When it's all over, I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days, I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try, I can't try
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came, I missed the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over, I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over, I'll let you know