Ready Now

echoes of words foolishly said - intense regret
reliving senseless things that i've done in my head
i try so hard to be a man
the mirror reflects a child
every day's the same - no one's to blame
no one except for me
i've been thinking about the two of us
one thing i have found
i can't give You any reason
why i search around
i know You'll never let me down
so from my heart i say- i'm ready now
wanting to change what i've become but where do I start
when I hold the failure of yesterday in my heart
after all the times i've let you down
and after all the times i've turned away
here i am now tears falling down i'm ready to stay