Shotgun

shotgun blast spreads like dawning
rip me open feel it coming
bowing down to my addiction
never meant to go so willing
thought i found the something better
terminally hope it's crashing
laughing and crashing
its laughing i'm crashing

sorry that i left your language
found a place of my opinion
galvanized the oversight by
pissing on your whole philosophy
mine is just the easy target
mine is just the carnal weakness
wishing for something
and something been wishing

how long is this going to take us
going on
is this going to take us on
how long is this gonna take us on

you could be the innocent
and i could play the unwashed savior
counting on cancer to teach us to live
tired of all the vacillations
halcion come take me under
laughing and crashing
we're laughing i'm crashing

how long is this gonna take us
going on
is this gonna take us
how long is this gonna take us on

shotgun blast spreads like dawning