Fear

Letting go of my love with a strangers breath against my skin

I left my heart 200 miles away

I never had it back

It all fell apart and the blood ran cold through these dead veins

Standing by your side without saying a word

I was breathless

Nothing left to believe in

Your worn face and hands tell the stories of solitude

Endless Friday nights and fucking fear

Finally breaking our silence, only to find out the harsh reality

That catches up on me,
On these winter nights that came to soon (too fucking soon)

I'm only 19 years old but there's so much pain in here

Fuck this pain!

So look past my skin, look past these scars, look past the glimmer of hope in my eyes

If I'm honest to myself it feels like you're only haunting me