Curtains Closing

Never been sure of what life was made of

I don't want to live without knowing an end

And sometimes I wonder, have you ever screamed my name in the middle of the night

It becomes an everyday swore, it's never healing

The sun hasn't shined for years in this life

So we force ourselves sick to just self destruct

Digging deeper into the ground, alone.

I closed my eyes

Close the curtains, lock the doors

Voices i tried to ignore

I tried
I failed
I hated
I have died

And I wonder,

have you ever screamed my name in the middle of the night