Control

God, are you sleeping? Are you dead?
Words in my mouth are still unsaid
And I'm not sure if I can get them out
'Cause I've spent enough time in my head
I've spent enough time sleepin'
All of the days, they blur together now
And all of the words are still trapped in my mouth

I don't want you, I don't want God
I don't want anything at all
I don't have the words to bring that light back home
That's a season of my life that's gone

Where was I going? I almost lost control
And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go
So just keep breathing

You walked me right up to that cliff
Did all you could to make me jump off of it
And I'll give in, you know I always do
I'll do anything I can to never disappoint you
Disappoint you

Where was I going? I almost lost control
And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go
So just keep breathing, that's where you wanna be

'Cause it never occurred to me to just move through
And I could never suggest it as calmly as you do
I could put up a fight, but I don't think it'd come out quite like it used to
Like it used to