Another High

I swear I'm living purely out of spite
I do it just so I can say I tried
Fuck forgiveness, I want vengeance baby
Swear I'm gonna have you hypnotized
Ruin yours just like you ruined mine
It’s my toxic masochistic daydream
The crush the feelings rushing back
I recreate the love I lack
And when it doesn’t work out
Do it all again

I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high
I'm just looking for a way back down
Something loud for me to drown the sound
A sweeter poison til I'm underground
How do you do it, how to keep going
It’s all consuming to live in the moment

How do you live when you
Don’t wanna die anymore?
The crush the feelings rushing back
I recreate the love I lack
And when it doesn’t work out
Do it all again

I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high
I'm just looking for a way back down
Something loud for me to drown the sound
A sweeter poison til I'm underground
I'm just looking for another high
I'm just looking for another high
I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high