nothing good happens after 2am

Stay busy, don't think too much
Don't speak up, play it safe
Don't bother to ask for help
You'll ruin someone's day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keep running till you're weak
This is what I tell myself all night

Nothin' good happens after 2 a.m
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin, and I'm so terrified
That I'll waste my life
In fear, in fear

I'm good but not good enough for twenty-six years old
I don't know what I want, so I keep chasing gold
Lying at therapy so they're not scared of me
I'm getting scared of me, I know

Nothin' good happens after 2 a.m
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin, and I'm so terrified
That I'll waste my life
In fear, in fear

'Cause I hate what I see when I'm looking at me
I don't wanna exist, I don't wanna be seen
I'm fading, so jaded
By the weight of the words I've been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh