Monstruos

Blood spilled on the wall
Perhaps it's not a verse that matches your intuition
Trapped in a thousand meaningless directions
I'm afraid
As we advance willlessly into the flames of martyrdom
What was my punishment? My fatal mistake?

The further I go, the greater the chaos
It's as if the hunter's Moon wants to drown me
You put my mind in a cruel cage
I can feel like you too
I'm not so different from what you think

Why is it that when you yell at me my heart tends to cry, like the thickest glass I too tend to fear

I wish I could ask for help
Just to be able to scream
But
Will anyone care about my heartbeat?
A beautiful autumn of flowers with deadly poison

It's 12 o'clock, waiting for the nightmare to end already
But look into my eyes before you act
Put on a blindfold to turn off reality
Pretend this won't hurt