kickin’ myself

I'm sorry, love, for who I used to be
I'm kicking myself now
Why couldn't I come clean?
You'd still say yes
Believe my best
I know you well
But I hid my past
And put you last
I gave you hell

It might be hard to believe, I guess
But a man can still change in this world
So don't give up on me just yet
I'll show you I'm not him anymore

I know you're getting cold feet
And don't know how to trust me
I wish I had a reason you should stay
But let me say

I'm sorry, love, for who I used to be
I'm kicking myself now
Why couldn't I come clean
You'd still say yes
Believe my best
I know you well
But I hid my past
And put you last
I gave you hell

I know words could never reconcile
But my love, I'm gonna make this right
And they say
If you love her then let her go
But I ain't going down without a fight

I know you're getting cold feet
And don't know how to trust me
I wish I had a reason you should stay
But let me say

I'm sorry, love, for who I used to be
I'm kicking myself now
Why couldn't I come clean
You'd still say yes
Believe my best
I know you well
But I hid my past
And put you last
I gave you hell