All The Time I'd Lost

Destroyed by mistake
Burned alive and wrapped with strings
Slide in broken glasses
Eaten alive, enjoy the swoon
Strange anemia parasite wound, operates molestation in
A hospital ward
Lies tell truths, craving strokes, hiding hooks

All the time I'd lost finding my way out
All the time I'd lost buried underground
All the time I'd lost locked in a cell
All the time I'd lost praying by the bell
All the time I'd lost stabbing my skull
All the time I'd lost scratching abscesses
All the time I'd lost in purification
All the time I'd lost fighting my temptations

Slice my wrists with rusted scissors knots
Splinters in my throat, nails in my eyes, leeches in my lungs
Bite my lips out
All the time I'd lost desiring to wake up
All the time I'd lost sewing body parts
Violate my heart and cry out
Do I have to find a way to escape your rapist desire
Tied between limbs and razorblades
All the time that I'd lost
All the time that I'd lost

So lost
So lost
So lost
So lost
So lost
So lost
So lost
So lost