Rmadi

Fire and Gray

My fire and gray
My planting and harvesting
We bleed while I am the executioner

My wound and my ink
My sadness and my heart
You came closer and increased my distance

They were my dreams
A rug and others in front of me
They flew like my pigeons
And didn't return my greetings

I gathered my wreckage
That I built my idols with
And walked in my darkness
Alone in my crowd

Among people, I am alone
I don't even understand my own language
I am strange in my mirror

I am content in my torment
And add poison to my drink
I am the one who fights in my heart, all of it is a mess
And my mind is my terror

And let it be, oh mother
So that the darkness disappears
You are the light that remains for me, the rest is darkness
And my heart, oh mother, my heart is a massacre
And treacherous feelings every time they come

My fire and gray
My planting and harvesting
We bleed while I am the executioner

My wound and my ink
My sadness and my heart
You came closer and increased my distance

They were my dreams
A rug and others in front of me
They flew like my pigeons
And didn't return my greetings

I gathered my wreckage
That I built my idols with
And walked in my darkness
Alone in my crowd

I am the bird that spread my wings
I am the captive who didn't want to be released
I am the wounded one who enjoyed my wounds
I am the artist that you dance around

Oh fire, my fire
My smoke from my volcano
Sing with me about my sorrows
And my forgotten head and my crying heart

I am the judge and the lawyer
And the one who sentenced my execution
Even my remedies in my illness, we love my separation and my torment in my dispute

My fire and gray
My planting and harvesting
We bleed while I am the executioner

My wound and my ink
My sadness and my heart
You came closer and increased my distance

They were my dreams
A rug and others in front of me
They flew like my pigeons
And didn't return my greetings

I gathered my wreckage
That I built my idols with
And walked in my darkness
Alone in my crowd