Choice Of A Way

I'm standing on cross-roads,
This is my reality,
And I want to choose
My way in life.

I need to move somewhere,
But I cannot understand,
Where it will be better
For me and my needs.

The choice I'll make
Defines all my further destiny.
Or I will ruin myself finally,
It will be easier for me.

It is sickening for me to be here,
The longer I think it over
The worse I feel.
I'm on cross-roads.

To be between all and nothing,
Between light and darkness,
To be for so many years
Between life and emptiness.

It depends on me,
Where I am to go,
It's hard to decide,
But I can't stay here, though.

I choose my destiny,
I choose my dream.

All depends on me,
Where I am to go,
I've chosen my way,
I'm leaving, going away.