The Endless Life

I live and suffer in this world.
I don't know what is fear.
I feel heat, if weather is cold
And I see so many tears.

My long endless life,
Freedom is my wife,
And nighttime rain
Washes off my pain.

The eternity lasts,
The wind inflates dust,
My heart is beaten
And time has stopped for me.

Sometimes I do not know what to be engaged in,
I am at the same place.
I see something, it is beautiful,
But for you it can be disgusting.

I try to understand it every night:
What must I do in my life?
Good or bad is what I see?
And time is nothing for me.

There is no way to decrease my sadness.
I can't lose here and can not find.

Sometimes I want to cry
Or I am very wicked.
When I answer: "Why?",
Then probably I can die.

I can pass hundreds of miles slowly -
It is a lot of time for me,
If only I could find answers
To eternal questions.

Leave me.