I'm a Mess

I'm a Mess

I'm a Mess

I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Raising a voice that was about to be lost in the night that won't dawn
あけない夜に失いかけた声を上げて
akenai yoru ni ushinai kaketa koe wo agete
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Where does my heart, unable to look back, go
振り返れない僕の心はどこへ行くの
furikaerenai boku no kokoro wa doko e yuku no

In a closed world
閉ざされた世の中で
tozasareta yo no naka de
I lose sight of what is unnecessary
何が不要不急かもわからなくなってしまう
nani ga fuyou fukyuu ka mo wakaranaku natte shimau
A message soaked in blood
血に濡れてるメッセージ
chi ni nureteru messeeji
With a hidden mouth, you probably can't say anything
隠された口元じゃ何も言えないだろう
kakusareta kuchimoto ja nanimo ienai darou

In these unfulfilled days
満たされない日々に
mitasarenai hibi ni
I don't want to be captured
捕らわれたくもないな
torawaretaku mo nai na
My heart is on the verge of collapse
心の底から崩れかけた
kokoro no soko kara kuzure kaketa

I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
In a lonely night, these feelings overflow
一人の夜はこんな想いが溢れてゆく
hitori no yoru wa konna omoi ga afurete yuku
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Negativity of composure
余裕のnegative
yoyuu no negative
Being tormented in the same way
同じように苦しめられて
onaji you ni kurushimerarete

Declarations of not needing or not doing
要らないやらない宣言なんて
iranai yaranai sengen nante
How many times do I have to repeat
何度繰り返せばいいの
nan do kurikaeseba ii no
It probably doesn't mean anything anymore
もう意味なんてないよな
mou imi nante nai yo na
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
In a lonely night
一人の夜も
hitori no yoru mo
I wish I could overcome it
乗り越えられたらいいのにな
norikoeraretara ii no ni na

Through the pitch-black city
真っ暗な街中を
makkura na machinaka wo
Departing in disarray with a sorrowful face
憂いを帯びた顔でバラバラに立ち去る
urei wo obita kao de barabara ni tachisate yuku
Easily made
簡単に作られた
kantan ni tsukurareta
Everything is taken by an unfamiliar manual
異と的なマニュアルに全て奪われてる
ito teki na manyuaru ni subete ubawareteru

In the current world, with no end in sight
今の世界は先が見えずに
ima no sekai wa saki ga miezu ni
There is no salvation anywhere
どこにも救いはなくて
doko ni mo sukui wa nakute
And the number of victims keeps increasing
また次の犠牲者が増えてゆくの
mata tsugi no giseisha ga fuete yuku no

I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I kept searching for the voice I could hear and finally arrived
聞こえる声を探し続けて辿り着いた
kikoeru koe wo sagashi tsuzukete tadoritsuita
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Anxious medicine, I want to touch it closer
不安なmedicine もっと近くで触れたいのに
fuan na medicine motto chikaku de furetai no ni

A Cinderella who doesn't cry or meet
泣かない会えないシンデレラ
nakanai aenai shinderera
It's not yet time to change
まだ変える時間じゃないのに
mada kaeru jikan janai no ni
The magic is melting away
魔法が溶けてゆくの
mahou ga tokete yuku no
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Someday
いつかは君と
itsuka wa kimi to
I want to dance until morning with you
朝まで踊り明かしたいんだ
asa made odoriakashitain da

It wouldn't be normal
当たり前じゃないだろう
atarimae janai darou
It's not the reason I stopped, right
やめた理由じゃないよな
yameta wake janai yo na
If so, I'll search for the answer
だとしたら答え探して
da to shitara kotae sagashite

I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I thought my dreams would come true that day
あの日の僕は夢は叶うと思ったけど
ano hi no boku wa yume wa kanau to omotta kedo
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Words like 'I don't want to give up' are unreliable
諦めたくないなんて言葉じゃ頼りなくて
akirametakunai nante kotoba ja tayori nakute

I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
In a lonely night, these feelings overflow
一人の夜はこんな想いが溢れてゆく
hitori no yoru wa konna omoi ga afurete yuku
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
Negativity of composure
余裕のnegative
yoyuu no negative
Being tormented in the same way
同じように苦しめられて
onaji you ni kurushimerarete

Declarations of not needing or not doing
要らないやらない宣言だって
iranai yaranai sengen datte
How many times do I have to repeat
何度繰り返せばいいの
nando kurikaeseba ii no
It probably doesn't mean anything anymore
もう意味なんてないよな
mou imi nante nai yo na
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
If I can walk with you
そんな世界を
sonna sekai wo
Through such a world
君と歩いて行けるのなら
kimi to aruite yukeru no nara