I Can't Win

So here I am
I'm driving with headlights off
And stuck inside a mess
Why can't I scream?
I am still in this same position
Cause your love I miss (?? Any help there??)

I am breathing in the pillowcase

I'll run away
I'll be somewhere they won't find him
I'll go today
I guess there's no way I can win

You say you cared
I say you lied
And was that one night worth
Saying goodbye

How could I stay?
I can't believe I let you in
I played this game
I guess there's no way I can win

I can't be strong
I still want you as a friend
I am not a tom (???)
So you won't play me again

I'll run away
I'll be somewhere they won't find him
I'll go today
I guess there's no way I can win

You say you cared
I say you lied
And was that one night worth
Saying goodbye

You and I
I trusted you to be the only one
In my life
And I oh you weren't that
You and me
I guess you couldn't be the same you used to be

Oh yeah I just can't win

I'll run away
I'll be somewhere they won't find him
I'll go today
I guess there's no way I can win

You say you cared
I say you lied
And was that one night worth
Saying goodbye

I can't win x3
X2
No I can't win