Sad Boy Summer

I've been such a mess for a long time
Up and down and stressed, I don't feel right
I guess it's just a sad boy summer
Yeah just a sad boy summer

Tell you a secret, that nobody knows
Promise you'll keep it, I swear that I won't
And my social life is burning
I'm alone and hurting
Demons are returning
Now I'm googling depression
Got in self-obsession
Searching for my blessing
But it's nowhere to find
Stayed calm and kept it patient
But inside I'm suffocating
So sick of fucking waiting for my world to align
Yeah

I've been such a mess for a long time
Up and down and stressed, I don't feel right
I guess it's just a sad boy summer
Just a sad boy summer
I've been making friends with the dark side
Wasting all my tears, tryna run dry
Is it me or just a sad boy summer
Yeah just a sad boy summer

I sell the others, sweet little lies
Even my mother, I tell her I'm fine
Yeah I've become a stranger
Appetite for danger
Nothing I can change yeah

I've been such a mess for a long time
Up and down and stressed, I don't feel right
I guess it's just a sad boy summer
Just a sad boy summer
I've been making friends with the dark side
Wasting all my tears, tryna run dry
Is it me or just a sad boy summer
Yeah just a sad boy summer

Is it me or just a sad boy summer
Yeah just a sad boy summer