Mal Hábito

Bad Habit

Mal Hábito

I said I wasn't going to look for youDije que no iba a buscarte
And here I am againY aquí estoy otra vez
With the perfect excuseCon la excusa perfecta
That it didn't happen yesterdayDe que no pasó ayer

Your hands know the wayTus manos saben el camino
Where you make me fallDonde me haces caer
And me pretending I'm in controlY yo fingiendo que controlo
What I don't know how to breakLo que no sé romper

I always promise to leaveSiempre prometo irme
I always come back afterwardsSiempre vuelvo después
There are decisions I makeHay decisiones que tomo
Although I know they're not okayAunque sé que no están bien

You're a bad habitEres un mal hábito
That I don't want to leaveQue no quiero dejar
Something that hurts meAlgo que me hace daño
But I like it just the samePero me gusta igual

You're a bad habitEres un mal hábito
Hard to forgetDifícil de olvidar
I know you're breaking meSé que me estás rompiendo
And yet I go back inY aún así vuelvo a entrar

Don't talk to me about the futureNo me hables de futuro
If you don't plan to staySi no piensas quedar
Don't tell me it's affectionNo me digas que es cariño
If it's just a necessitySi es solo necesidad

I bear the blameYo cargo con la culpa
Not knowing when to stopDe no saber parar
From returning to your bodyDe volver a tu cuerpo
Like homeComo si fuera hogar

I always swear it's the last oneSiempre juro que es la última
I always lie againSiempre miento otra vez
There are pleasures that are feltHay placeres que se sienten
Even if they taste like losingAunque sepan a perder

You're a bad habitEres un mal hábito
That I don't want to leaveQue no quiero dejar
Something that hurts meAlgo que me hace daño
But I like it just the samePero me gusta igual

You're a bad habitEres un mal hábito
Difficult to eraseDifícil de borrar
I break down in your silencesMe rompo en tus silencios
And I begin againY vuelvo a comenzar

It's not loveNo es amor
It's customaryEs costumbre
It's not a wishNo es deseo
It's not knowing how to be aloneEs no saber estar sola

You're a bad habitEres un mal hábito
And I'm not going to deny itY no lo voy a negar
There are things that kill meHay cosas que me matan
And I don't want to changeY no quiero cambiar