Remember

I swear I thought you were stronger than me
I swear I thought you made your choices
Today I see that you're just a mind-controlled by parents
And until you prove me the opposite
I prefer to forget your name

I made a point of forgetting the moments, the words
I made sure to erase his image, his voice
This is the way that I can smile
Trying to fool myself

remember, some moment?
Of the nights awake, heated by of love
remember, some moment?
Of the sweet words, and the deep looks
Remember, some moment?
Dreams counted, and the promises

I can't understand
Why surrender?
Why not face your monsters?
Why not face your fears?

I refuse to heed
Because, somehow, I understand your side

remember, some moment?
Of the nights awake, heated by of love
remember, some moment?
Of the sweet words, and the deep looks
Remember, some moment?
Dreams counted, and the promises

My mind is killing me
I don't stop to hear you call me
My mind is killing me
I can see you when I close my eyes

remember, some moment?
remember, some moment?
remember, some moment?

I made sure I forget ...
You still say you love me ...
This is the way that I can smile
Trying to fool myself