Blur

Woke up this morning a little confused
Last night my mind stopped the thoughts
I'm used
I feel different now

The world should stop again for a second
There were lines crossed and I’ve learnt
My lesson
I know it somehow

I can’t understand
Why I'm always rushing
I'm so unprepared
To find out there’s nothing I wanna say
I'm trying, but trying is not enough
Well I decided to end this blur

Trying to change the way of my story
I'm getting tired, it’s getting boring
Cause it felt the same

Been trying to quiet my thoughts
But you’ll make them worse
You’ll make them last for a little
Longer than I planned
But I wouldn’t change, no
I wouldn’t change for you, you know

I can’t understnd
Why I'm always rushing
I'm so unprepared
To find out there’s nothing I wanna say
I'm trying, but trying is not enough
Well I decided to end this blur

It’s about time to an ending
Of these misgivings
I just wanna be sure this is real
Wanna scream my words to the world
Knowing that they are true

What if I stop
My own world for a second?
What do I wanna say?
I'm trying to write down every word
It’s hard but I am
Searching a way to be honest
I'm gonna see through this mess
I'm gonna see through this blur

I'm gonna see through this blur