Sad Little Rant

Sorry left the party I’ll be back in a sitch
Hey I meant it when I said it but I’m anxious as shit
You see his new girl isn’t drinking, why can’t I be that bitch?
I’m so awkward when I’m thinking guess it is what it is (and aw yeah)

I micro dose Ketamine
Broken home made broken bottles, if you know what I mean
The realest shit I ever write are these sad little rants
Every child’s wish I had turned into should but I can’t (and aw yeah)

Picking up the pieces of my father
Wonder when I’ll make him proud, he wonders when I’ll make a dollar
Spending all my dollars in all the wrong ways
Can’t buy enough Adderall to keep me awake these days

I’m fading away
I'm fading away
I'm fading away

Made a habit out of hating now I’m hated for this
And I’m trying to do better but I’m faker than shit
Collecting all the broken dudes they be psycho but rich
Hey I meant it when I told them I’m the world’s biggest bitch (and I am)

Trying real real hard I’m making strides
Who the fuck isn’t? Mean if failure’s just an option I
Raise a white flag high I hold it up it’s blowing in the sky
If God is with me now hey God look out cause it’d be damn good timing

I’m fading away
I’m fading away
Yeah, fading away

Creep crawling through the south side
Showing off my sweet side
I’m lonely in the mean time
Good at losing my mind

Creep crawling through the south side
Showing off my sweet side
I’m lonely in the mean time
Baby’s losing her mind
(Fading away)