I Don't Know How To Smile Anymore

The silence of the empty night torments me
Empties me, my head explodes
The wind is not strong
To take the pain away from here
Useless ideas
Futile sensations
I think about the end
And I can't smile, I look at myself

Where am I?
And who am I?
Who hurt?
The pain has not gone away
I don't know how to smile anymore
The wind that was strong
Today is on the verge of death
Without the strength to continue
No reasons to smile
The wind that was sky
That wind is me