Paper Planes

A mental diary, 18th of August, 2020
I'm fucking... So... Just done, man. If there wasn't people fucking nearby I could start crying
Easy, there's like tears right there man, ready to go

I'm sitting in the midland's sky praying for a change
My teardrops keep on falling just like the pouring rain
I didn't know it then, but I was in my darkest days
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away

Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts maxed credit cards will go away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
Thank God I knew when life gets hard I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay

My mind is like a wrecking ball, destruction in its way
And I've been working fourteen hours for just as many days
My brother sees my crying, but it's not that kind of pain
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away

Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts, maxed credit cards will go away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
Thank God I knew when life gets hard I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay

And... I just... Life man
What the fuck?
I feel just mentally and emotionally drained

Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts, maxed credit cards will go away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah
Thank God I knew when life gets hard I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing: Oh, Hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay