Abstinence

What an uncontrollable eagerness
That brings me to panic
I feel like there is no oxygen
I can hardly breathe

I don't understand how
I can't stand on my feet
But I run like someone insane

I don't understand how
I have no strength to stop my
Tremulous hands
Tremulous!!

I don't understand how
I can't stand on my feet
But I run like someone insane

I don't understand how
I have no strength to stop my
Tremulous hands
Tremulous!!

Abstinence
But I destroy everything
Abstinence
All around me

This eternal search for relief
Peace and freedom
That makes me a pain prisoner
Of pleasure

I don't understand how
I can't stand on my feet
But I run like someone insane

I don't understand how
I have no strength to stop my
Tremulous hands
Tremulous!!

Abstinence
But I destroy everything
Abstinence
All around me

My addiction for ignorance
Makes me fade away, day by day
I need help
But I'm week enough
To keep myself on this
And not strong enough to admit it