Scars Underneath

I have had these kinds of nights before when I'm not there
I have seen that look a million times and I don't care
I know the further we go the more we open our souls
the more I test you and hurt you
and I know that I'm cruel but it's not because I like to
And I am cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me you might get hurt
but you know that my heart is somewhere
I have blamed myself and still I do it's not you
I can't control this but I try I'd give up all to feel alive
I know the further we go the more we open our souls
the more I test you and hurt you
and I know that I'm cruel but it's not because I like to
And you are cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me I might get hurt
but you know that your heart is somewhere