Dead Before Died

Taste the self-destruction
Feel blood in my eyes
Killed by the wisdom of all mankind
Smell the stench of the living
Wreck things yet to be done
Too late I am dead before I died

True shot
Please reality obey me
Rules, life
What's the difference
I am not
Inside, lies
Never touched or seen before me
Bright mind
Is not what I'm looking for

Hope drowned in pain
Poisoned are the memories
So is my life, incidental
I wasted a chance
Dug my own grave
Dead but alive, living lifeless

Bold jab
Makes sensations more intense
Lost time
I wish I could win it back
No man
Is to tell me that I waste all
Stifled sound
Teasing voices I must not admire

Hope drowned in pain
Poisoned are the memories
So is my life, incidental
I wasted a chance
Dug my own grave
Dead but alive, living lifeless

Finished, I am dead before I died