Push Away

Every time I turn around
I'm pushing something else away
I beat my thoughts into the ground
Just to know their still with me
But they keep saying
Believe in something
But I never have
And I keep tryin to free my mind
But time goes by so fast

For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
Time to see but time was all I really had
For a second I was lost in my head, noise
I try to block it out but it passed so fast
Never thought I'd ever push away, away
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last

I dont know I'm pushing away
Everything I love
Every single day
Every thing I've worked for
All the tears and blood
Are here behind the wall
Now I'm driving in the mud
Nothing is familiar
Cause everythings a blur
Caught between what I know
And what I want to learn
I try to block it out
I try to stop the sound
But everybody hears with
Their tears in the ground

For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
Time to see but time was all I really had
For a second I was lost in my head, noise
I try to block it out but it passed so fast
Never thought I'd ever push away, away
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
I never would have thought, had I'd ever stopped *this*
I never would have thought, I cannot control *this*
I never would have thought, had I'd ever stopped *this*
I never would have thought, I cannot control *this*

I'm pushing away
I'm pushing away
I'm pushing away
I'm pushing AWAY!!!

For a moment I thought I had the time to enjoy
Time to see but time was all I really had
For a second I was lost in my head, noise
I try to block it out but it passed so fast
Never thought I'd ever push away, away
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, every thing I thought we had
I never thought I'd ever feel this way, way
Pushing away, I'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
I never would have thought, Please make it stop