Criminal

Feel the rush in my veins, can't stop it
Chemicals in my brain, so toxic
Never thought I could change
But there's just some things that I cannot explain

All of friends that go away
All of the things that I can't say
All of the pressure I've been trying to erase

It started in my heart now it's getting to my head
All of my composure hanging by a thread
Still I can't remember anything you said
Feeling the chemicals
Make a criminal instead

Nothing good ever came from watching
How could I feel the same if all this
Panic doesn't go away
And there's still so much that I wish I could explain

It started in my heart now it's getting to my head
All of my composure hanging by a thread
Still I can't remember anything you said
Feeling the chemicals
Make a criminal
Out of the old me
Pushed until I bled
Looking for a sign but I only see red
Still I can't remember anything you said
Feeling the chemicals
Make a criminal instead