Everything In My Mind

I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too far in my head
My head, into my head, my head
It feels like I’ve

Got no direction, gotta find the remedy

Is my mind broken 'cause I can’t start something new?
Everyone’s counting on me
But my mind’s broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?

I've tried, it’s so fitting that this happens at the worst time
I start overthinking everything in my mind
And I don’t know how to fake it if don’t feel anything
It’s been like this for a while now
I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown
And wish that I was anybody else but me now
What I'm focusing on is blurring the lines

Losing my confidence
Feeling like I don’t deserve no acknowledgement
Breaking my promises
I'm being honest the future is ominous
I wish I was better at solving a problem
Instead of just starting 'em
I'm giving it everything, giving it all
Just to give it away

Is my mind broken 'cause I can’t start something new?
Everyone’s counting on me
But my mind’s broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?

I'm highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy
Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking
I'm thinking I need a new hobby
Like what is the point if I have no direction
A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension
Mentally drained 'cause I'm over obsessing
On letting 'em down I hate the rejection

Don’t know what I want now

I hate the rejection
But I ain’t 'bout stopping
My mental is lethal
My thoughts can be toxic

I'm about to break down

This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain
I think that I'm broken I'm going insane

Is my mind broken 'cause I can’t start something new?
Everyone’s counting on me
But my mind’s broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?