Long, Long While

So, tell me how you've been
Are you still doing fine?
It's been a while since you left
I haven't seen the sun in a long, long time
I'm waiting for you every day
But I know you won't come home
It's kind of funny in a way
How we don't believe the things we know

So I'll paint a picture with my own two hands
With a sunset, trees, and mountains in between them
By the lakehouse in the summer
But the water's cold as winter
Like me

But the sun hasn't risen
In a long, long time
And in another world, she'd listen
For a long, long while
She's a ghost to her ambitions
But in the way she moves
I don't mind
No, I don't mind

But the sun hasn't risen
In a long, long time
And in another world, she'd listen
For a long, long while
She's a ghost to her ambitions
But in the way she moves
I don't mind

Now I'm burning all my bridges
So I can say she's mine
And at the end of every valley
There's an end in sight
She's a ghost to her ambitions
But with a killer smile
I'll die
So, I'll die