Autumn

Did he miss me?
Did he cry when we closed the door?
Why did I cry sobbing
I buried myself in beer and wine
And I was flooded with lies and tears

He broke my heart like breaking book spines
The ship was sinking
He was our love

It was a golden autumn
It was beautiful and radiant
But behind it was destructive
We shed each other's blood
Lips together but apart
And in the end we woke up in separate beds
In different cities
It was a golden autumn
And broken as fuck

I said it would be before and after you
But I lied, because deep down, I felt lost
I know you lied too
You said we would be the best
But our dreams turned to ashes
Along with the brightness of the beginning

It was a golden autumn
It was beautiful and radiant
But behind it was destructive
We shed each other's blood
Lips together but apart
And in the end we woke up in separate beds
In different cities
It was a golden autumn
And broken as fuck

Fights, parties, goodbyes
Jealousy, wounds, distance
Lost time, sighs, broken hearts
Legendary, lost, alive

It was a golden autumn
It was beautiful and radiant
But behind it was destructive
We shed each other's blood
Lips together but apart
And in the end we woke up in separate beds
In different cities
It was a golden autumn
And broken as fuck