i shouldn't call you (feat. Lindsay Ell)

The way we said goodbye
Still brings water to my eyes
In my bedroom
I know you said it wouldn't work
But I still don't have the nerve to
Believe you

But when it's late at night
And I can't sleep
I miss the way it was
When we were 23
It's tearing me up right now
Cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I
Can't be left alone, I
Try to let it go, I
Know I know better
I shouldn't call you
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to

It's still my gut reaction
My insecure attachment
Can't stop my heart from racing
Hands are shaking
Bound to happen

In the back of your car
With your hands on me
I miss the way it was
When we were 23
It's tearing me up right now
Cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I
Can't be left alone, I
Try to let it go, I
Know I know better
I shouldn't call you
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to

I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I
Can't be left alone, I
Try to let it go, I
Know I know better
I shouldn't call you
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to
No, I don't know how, I don't know how not to