A Sudden Sickness

A sudden sickness struck my heart
My stomach aches
My world falls even more apart
Are you seeing him again?

I drink to get numb, to shut you out
The morning comes
And I miss you so, I miss you so
Are you seeing him again?

There are scars between us two
In the way we speak, in the way we breathe
Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to
Figure out my insecurities
To mend this duality

Even now that we're apart
I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart
Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to
Figure out my insecurities
To mend this duality

A broken heart
Seeks comfort in the past
The arms of someone known
As a shelter for the pain from our break
Are you seeing him again?

I broke us off, but I cannot shut you out
You're still here in my heart
I'm confused about my love, 'bout my love
Are you seeing him again?

There are scars between us two
In the way we speak, in the way we breathe
Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to
Figure out my insecurities
To mend this duality

Even now that we're apart
I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart
Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to
Figure out my insecurities
To mend this duality