Enough to hate you

You're the spark that lights my nerves on fire
Then you twist the knife and call it desire
Every word you speak, is killing me
But I keep crawling back on broken knees
You pull me close just to watch me drown
Say you love me, then tear it down

It's heaven and hell in the same damn breath
Every kiss tastes like a threat
Of your poison, but I crave the taste
A beautiful disaster I can't erase

I love you just enough to hate you
You cut me deep, I still come through
Every scar just pulls me closer
I break apart and start all over
I love you just enough to hate you
And that's the worst thing I could do

You laugh while I'm losing sleep
I talk in silence you never keep
You say I'm yours, then you walk away
I'm addicted to the games you play
Every lie sounds like a lullaby
You make me fall just to watch me try
It's a beautiful hell that I call home
You're the reason I can't be alone

I love you just enough to hate you
You cut me deep, I still come through
Every scar just pulls me closer
I break apart and start all over
I love you just enough to hate you
And that's the worst thing I could do

I can't decide if I'm lost or found
Your voice pulls me up, then drags me down
If this is love, it's killing slow
But I'd rather die than let you go

I love you just enough to hate you
You cut me deep, I still come through
Every scar just pulls me closer
I break apart and start all over
I love you just enough to hate you
And that's the worst thing I could do