Hyperaware

I need a lesson
I need a break
Head in the ocean
Heart in the drink
Apologies are way overdue
Selfish and stubborn
Can’t say to you
When the brine fills to the brim
It’s hard to swallow
If you see me in the streets
Try not to follow

Cut out the eyes
Look from the other side
They cried
I was just dead inside
Wading in a wake of destruction

Another push for a higher number
So insecure but it doesn’t matter
When the brine fills to the brim
It’s hard to swallow
If you see me in the sheets
Try not to follow

Cut out the eyes
Look from the other side
They cried
I was just dead inside
Wading in a wake of destruction

Said I never would but I did
Said I’m honest but I wasn’t
Destroying the ones I care for
Hyperaware, hyperaware
Had a problem, I admit it
Hard to ask to be forgiven
Sick of all my same excuses
Hyperaware, hyperaware

Cut out the eyes
Look from the other side
If you see me in the sheets
Try not to follow

Cut out the eyes
Look from the other side
They cried
I was just dead inside
Wading in a wake of destruction

Said I never would but I did
Said I’m honest but I wasn’t
Destroying the ones I care for
Hyperaware, hyperaware
Had a problem, I admit it
Hard to ask to be forgiven
Sick of all my same excuses
Hyperaware, hyperaware
I'm hyperaware, hyperaware
I'm hyperaware, hyperaware
I'm hyperaware, hyperaware
I'm hyperaware, hyperaware