Kicking Trash

I think I've had enough
I feel like giving up
And I don't give a fuck
But I don't know
I don't know what I want
Or if I got it done
We've all had our fun
But then now what?

I second guesses I'm stuck in my doubt
Starting to feel like I've lost my way out
Scratched all my itches
And itched all my scratches
I hate to admit but
I'm stuck to my mattress

I've been on my way
And I'm going under
I thought things would change
But now I wonder
Over and over
Again and again
And I can't just take back
All the time that I spent
Oh God, what a waste
Spent my time just kicking trash

My time is running low
There's nothing left to show
But empty overload
So turn the lights out
I'm sinking with the boat
But then the water froze
Is this a fuckin' joke
So turn the lights out

I've been on my way
And I'm going under
I thought things would change
But now I wonder
Over and over
Again and again
And I can't just take back
All the time that I spent
Oh God, what a waste
Spent my time just kicking trash

I second guesses I'm stuck in my doubt
I second guesses I'm stuck in my doubt
I second guesses I'm stuck in my doubt
Starting to feel like I've lost my way out
Scratched all my itches and itched all my scratches
I hate to admit, but I'm stuck to my mattress

I've been on my way
And I'm going under
I thought things would change
But now I wonder
Over and over
Again and again
And I can't just take back
All the time that I spent
Oh God, what a waste
Spent my time just kicking trash

I've been on my way
And I'm going under
I thought things would change
But now I wonder
Over and over
Again and again
And I can't just take back
All the time that I spent
Oh God, what a waste
Spent my time just kicking trash
Spent my lifetime