Deify

Do I defy, or just add an "i"?
A question of faith in my mind
I wonder how long must I feel this way?

Can you explain why I feel pain?
A sense that I cannot define
I know that I'm numb; I know I'm sane

Words cannot fool me
You try and lose me
You begin to ignore me, why?

Do I not see the plan that is me?
I want to know how I'm unkind
Is there a time I'll be defined?

Can you delete all the disbelief?
And make this a sanctuary?
I'm starting to grow
And here's what I know, can you not see?

Words cannot fool me
You try and lose me
You begin to ignore me, why?

Do I defy, or just add an "i"?
A question of trust in my mind
I need to escape the cell I'm in

How can it be you're angry with me?
The question I had for you is gone
It fell on deaf ears throughout the years

Words cannot fool me
You try and lose me
You begin to ignore me, why?