Let Me Disappear

I'll let you in, but I'll never show
The side of me that you don't need to know

Found a place underground where no one can hear me
But I can see it clear
Keep my thoughts in a box, no one needs to read them
Just let me disappear

You say distracted, I'd call it numb
You say I'm absent, I was never gone
A silhouette of undertones
Ooh

Oh, I'll let you in
But I'll never show
The side of me
That you don't need to know
So let me disappear

Off the grid, precious time, not the one you seek
Yeah, I have made my peace
Paradox by design, no conspiracy
What do you want from me?
What did you hope to see?
There's no more room to breathe
So close your eyes and let me disappear

You're standing in my silhouette
A spectacle that doesn't fit
Outside the lines drawn in your mind
Sowing seeds in my own light

Oh, I'll let you in
But I'll never show
The side of me
That you don't need to know
So let me disappear

Let me disappear
Let me disappear

I'll let you in, I'll never show
The side of me that you don't need to know