Today I'm Still Drowning

I used sorry to keep you all away
And that was my defeat
'Cause I tore myself apart tryna hold me afloat every day
So, I'm sorry

Sometimes I couldn't just fix it
Lies that told a deeper truth
And that's when I started asking myself why
I spent my time trying to be someone

Just like in colossals
With the rain over me
A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog
I've fallen head over heels

For something that ain't real
'Cause I've got a pretty look for what I wanna be
But I could never be myself
Do you know that I'm suffering

But at least tonight I don't feel like crying
I spent my time trying to be someone
Just like in colossals
With the rain over me
A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog

I've fallen head over heels
I've fallen head over heels
I've fallen head over heels
I've fallen head over heels
I've fallen head
You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta

I spent my time trying to be someone
Just like in colossals
With the rain over me
A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog
I've fallen head over heels
A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog

I've fallen head over heels
You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta
You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta
You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta