Sarah Deserves To Rest

Hundreds of denials taking me over
Questions to myself, so hard to understand
It doesn't seem to be a dream, is it a vision?
When did i pronounce my dying words?
My wandering spirit has been deceived
I've just seen what i thought was real
I've remembered all things that suits me
I've felt what i wanted to feel

Now that my crying is not being heard
And my blood is getting dry
I can't turn around and look back
I know it's too late for me
Now that my mind understands it
And my eyes see it clear
Who can help me to deal with
My new reality?
I'm dead!!!
Can i expect
The keys to heaven
Or the doors to hell?
I'm so scared
In this dark place
Someone help me to escape ..
Help me to rest!

No road to find, here between life and death
Absence of light, eternal shadows blind my shattered fate
Nowhere to hide, somberlabyrinths break my breath
Damnation, redemption? fear or faith?
Does it make sense to break the silence?
Or to drown, drown in tears?
Why can't i stop this nightmare?
Will my soul rest in peace?
Who can tell me where i am?
Who can tell why i'm here?
Who can help me escape from
This sad reality?