Not This Time

All dressed up and I'm ready to go
I'm not even sure if it's time for the show
But it's times like these
That I know what I need

All curled up in the middle of the room
Just listening to blink-182
And thinking of you
What did I just do

I take a second of my life
To sit back and wonder why
Am I someone
Or am I someone special
Am I just someone who thinks he can fly
Not this time

Well I'm all screwed up
Maybe it's my brain
But I'm doin' things wrong
Like lil' wayne
And I don't know
If I should stay or go

I take a second of my life
To sit back and wonder why
Am I someone
Or am I someone special
Am I just someone who thinks he can fly
Not this time

I take a second of my life
To sit back and wonder why
Am I someone
Or am I someone special
Am I just someone who thinks he can fly
Not this time

Not this time