Nothing

Even when we're together
It's not awkward anymore
Its been a long time since we broke up
As you joke
You can even laugh and smile now
Almost like you forgot about everything
Whenever you're
nothing but a friend
However, its not easy for me
Come back to me
Just that phrase I can't say
I'm just biting on a coffee cup
Come to me again
Only inside of you
Without being able to say a word
I'm only able to look to you

Whenever you're
nothing but a friend
However, its not easy for me
Come back to me
Just that phrase I can't say
I'm just biting on a coffee cup
Come to me again
Only inside of you
With words that aren't from my heart
I make you hurt again
I love you
I just want to say that
Like you know that my heart feels like its going to explode
I love you so much
Even though I gather courage and call you
However, like a joke
You just laugh again

Though I'm still the same