Surrender

On the verge of ending it all I feel so far from You
All this time it's my name that You call
But the lies I've learned to be true
And I'm trying to fill this void that's inside
And give new life to this heart that has died
And failing at every attempt that I've tried
There's got to be something
Run away to a make believe place
From this world I just cannot hide

All the while You extended Your grace
And my shame You've crucified
And I'm trying to fill this void that's inside
And give new life to this heart that has died
And failing at every attempt that I've tried
There's got to be something
Just to be with You
Surrendering all my pain
Just to be with You
Can someone please explain
That You love me too