Raining in June

I'm already scared of the winter
Even though summer's takin' her sweet time to start
It's her manipulative heart
She's full of greed, she's such a tease with neon blues and greens and sweaty palms
She tricks your heart into thinkin' that it's cold
But then the rain comes back like it always does

Every noon and every June I used to sit beside my window sill and stare up at the grey skies
She didn't even care that I had waited, calculated all the lakes that I would swim and all the carnival games I'd win
If it would only clear up by then, I'd lift my chin

So I will try
I will wait patiently for July
Or move to somewhere with a clearer sky
When I do, life will be yellow
I won't sink into the blue

And so I tried
I couldn't wait patiently for July
So I moved to somewhere with a clearer sky
But when I did, I only missed the rain