victim (Unreleased)

I've been bad to boys I love
Maybe I'm selfish
Maybe I'm young

But my guilty catholic heart
Tears my guilty self apart on the floor
But I wish that you did something bad
So we cold settle the score

Let me be the victim of your perfect crime
Bathe in my blood so I'm not the bad guy

Yeah, I messed up
So that you'll mess up too
Really want the blame to be on you
So drive the knife in deep
Make the victim bleed

And I'll hear the yells
And see the red and blue
It'll be in the headlines
All our friends will hate you

I know I didn't deserve you
But now it's vice versa
You'll finally see how it tastes
'Cause hurting the one that you swore you'd protect
Is the worst kind of heartbreak

So let me be the victim of your perfect crime
I'll kill your conscience like you killed mine

Yeah, I messed up
So that you'll mess up too
Really want the blame to be on you
So drive the knife in deep
Make the victim me