I Need Help

Cut me down
Separate
Open up inside my soul
Try to figure out what going on
I'm scared
What can you see?
Don’t lie to me
I need to know
What is this inside my own
I'm getting mad at myself
Cause now I'm losing control
My heart is beating harder
Leave me alone and run away

I try so hard to find an answer but it's crazy
With my surroundings turning into blurry faces
Its fucked up
It's crucial
Cause green is the sky
Transforming myself
Into a dangerous gun

I try again and now there's nothing that can change this
I think it's part of me cause I was born with this in

Should I give up now
Or give it a chance
Just to discover
What's gonna be next

Out of control
Out of control

I try really hard to find an answer but it’s getting me crazy
Everything that surrounds me gets blurry
And I can’t
It’s fucked up
It’s kinda crucial
I don’t really know if I should take it out of me

Maybe I should give it a chance just to discover what this is or maybe I should give up now

If something goes wrong
I guess it’s gonna be the death of me

Leave me out there cuz I can’t with myself
Cuz I can’t with myself
Cuz I can’t with myself

Leave me out there cuz I can’t with myself
Cuz I can’t with myself
Cuz I can’t with myself